Should I mention my running or the lack there of? I could go on quietly not saying a word about this beloved pastime of mine and I would be perfectly happy not mentioning it. I would have not even thought about it until someone asked me, "Did you run this morning?" Then another person asked, "How long did you run today?" Maybe I was thinking about it but I certainly wasn't talking about it or bringing it up. The people asking me must have sensed how much I am missing my running. They seemed genuinely apologetic when I told them I have had to stop again.
I have not been running. I cannot run. I have re-damaged my torn achilles tendon on my right foot. I thought it might take a week to heal but I knew at the end of last week it was going to take longer. My foot was actually hurting on Thursday evening and all last Friday. I know. I am admitting it and even if it doesn't seem to be especially painful to me - others would consider this pain. I was caught limping again and wanted to deny it but it won't make the foot heal any faster. I don't even know how far behind I am in my training. I won't let myself think about it. I have signed up for a race in November and I don't have any idea what will happen on that front. I won't let myself think about that either.
It's not the best thing for a runner not to be able to run. I will wait it out. It's got to heal sometime even if it takes longer than I would like, but it will heal eventually. I should probably think of something else I could do. I guess I need to go to the gym and cycle. It was also suggested I swim or do weight training. I should - I should do any or all of those things. Maybe I will but I haven't yet because I am trying to heal a damaged foot as quickly and quietly as I can. I'll think about some cross training a little later. I would like to hold out for running but I am also knowing it might be a longer wait than I'd like for that.
I knew I shouldn't have brought up my running.
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