I have a few index card strewn across my desk. I have a 1/2" three ring binder open where I have handwritten notes in pencil across white lined pages.
I was going over where I had mapped out ideas and story lines and chapter synopsis when I realized something I thought I would cover in chapter two never happened yet. I saw where I notated to move it to chapter three then chapter four but I don't think I've written it in yet.
That's the problem. I don't think I have and I should. It's not big, huge, but it needs to go in and soon.
So I am happy with my book progress but I am re-grouping again. Hopefully, quickly.
I am going to scan read through from the beginning to jot down on a fresh, clean, white lined piece of paper what I have actually covered in each chapter so far.
I don't want to hear it, I will not listen, so sorry no. I can faintly hear traces of what everyone kept saying before...don't go back to read, just keep going, just keep writing. No.
I am beginning to have that feeling of the story getting away from me. I know I will write a character into a dead end. Then I will have to pull a rabbit out of a hat to fix it and as entertaining as that might be it will have nothing to do with the story and the character will still be at a dead end. So no. I am doing this my way this time. I am making my own rules and it's okay!
It is okay.
It worked when I originally spread out all my notes and played them like solitaire on my bedspread. It helped me come up with a stronger idea and threads within the story. I got more accomplished since the first week in January than I had in months last year. I have been excited and losing moments caught up in my writing. I left a cup of coffee go cold I was so busy into it! That has to speak for something.
I wish I could keep going from where I am but I just can't seem to play nice about this. My way this time. I need to put that tiny piece in that isn't there and I need to know exactly where my characters have taken me. I know they will give me more ideas that aren't scribbled in pencil in my own handwriting on white lined pages. So I need to go back and mark them down as I go.
And I will.
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