It's not too early for a Saturday, is it? I mean for me to be up with coffee in hand and clicking a keyboard? Well, the coffee isn't in hand at the moment. I'm not that good (or fast) with one handed typing. But it isn't too early, is it?
I sometimes wonder when I am here in the all quiet if I should still be in bed. I think about it for as long as it took to read that sentence and then I'm up and out. Besides, it's a Saturday and I have stuff. I must have stuff, right? There is always stuff. Stuff to say, stuff to do, stuff to get or put away, stuff to get rid of...
I always have stuff even when it isn't planned. I had someone ask me about my plans for the weekend. I paused for the smallest second and said, I don't have any plans. I don't usually make plans. He seemed taken aback. I get the impression most people actually think ahead and make plans. I might have some ideas of what I would like to do in a day but they are usually so roughly vague it cannot be called a plan. Of course, there are times when a friend might decide to meet me for coffee or lunch and a time is set. That would be a plan but I have a tendency to avoid most of those situations. Besides, I would have to have friends that would make the arrangements since I won't. It might be due to the fact I plan so much for others all week long.
There is also the fact that I don't like to decide. Most things I'm perfectly happy to go along with so I don't have a preference. I find most others have definite preferences and if they decide it skips the ackward back and forth of trying to do what the other wants. I just want them to decide and I'm fine. It's ackward for me to end up picking something they would rather not.
What am I going on about? Maybe it isn't too early on a Saturday to be up...I just shouldn't be writing yet.
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