It is feeling rather odd for me to try to put back my everyday routine of weekday work days. I seem to be doing the things I would do that have established themselves. The alarm went off, I made coffee, got dressed for work, came upstairs to check e-mails and now I am sitting here thinking it feels odd. I am having an overwhelming feeling that I don't want to go back to what I was doing before.
No, no. I've gotten over (okay - I'm working on it) my attitude of not wanting to go to work at all. I can't do that now, that's a given. I think what I am feeling is I don't want to fall into old routines that this time away has pulled me out of. I am wanting to keep doing all those things that I was doing while being away and somehow manage to fit the work day in and not the other way around.
I managed to balance a lot of work with things high on my personal priority list. The house is looking much better than it has in a while. I haven't finished with it. I want to stay and get a few more things in order. I managed to write. Not so much here but there on my book. I've got my story churning up and spilling out where I got lost in time. Ooops! Did I miss something else? Too late now, move on.
I guess I can't feel bad about getting those high priority items worked on. Now it's just a challenge to not fall into the routine hole and somehow managing to keep the balance.
I am feeling a bit like I was allowed a little bit of a head start. Oh wait...I wasn't allowed. I just took it. Now I need to see how long I can keep it.
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